I came from a broken family since I was young. N stay with my mum since then. There is only once I hug her n cry due to something happen. I dun really express my feeling to her. I also dun really know how to express myself. I Love my mum but is so difficult for me to say out. I know my mum love me a lot. She gave me the best thing. But I don’t know how to express my love to her. =(
Nowadays I suddenly miss the feeling of family outing or just to have a dinner together. I know this will not happen in my life again..
I think I am too selfish. I put my happiness on my friends n Yong. Sometime I will be abit protective toward them. I know they have their own life and own friends. Maybe this is how I make them Feel stress when they are with me. I am so sorry. I don’t know how to express how much I did treasure them. After so many things happen sometime I feel that I have not much feeling left. This sound stupid rite? Sometime I just hate myself being so selfish.
